R.I.P.

July 4th, 1776- November 2nd, 2004

"I voted for John Kerry because he wants to stop the war that makes people be dead"
-Andrew Boger, age 5
Isn't it a little pathetic that a 5-year-old can see what 52% of the adults in our country fail to realize?



The beauty of AIM profiles.

The despairity of... this country.

What else is there to say.

Because of the fact that nothing interesting happens, I decided to do this survey that I've done before, except this time with more stuff on it. Viva me.

I went to church today. They showed a video trying to disprove evolution. If there was anything they could show me to try to convert me with reason...
Wait, I'm contradicting myself.

The weird thing is, I remember that as a kid we used to go to dinner parties where there was a Bible Study class. The American people there never pushed those kind of beliefs then. But these Chinese people do. Hmm.

On a side note, while everyone was praying, I felt uncomfortable, so I just prayed for Alison. :-/

I re-read a bunch of my old entries and made more friends-only because... I really don't know why, actually, it's...
I will try to post more publicly, if it matters.

His Look:
Name:	Whatever it is?
Hair Colour:	Dark
Hair Style (long, short, bowl cut, cornrows, etc) :	Short
Eye colour:	Doesn't Matter
Age:	Older than me
Height:	Taller than me
Size:	?
Body build:	Skinny
Ethnicity:	Doesn't matter
Glasses?	Maybe
Piercings?	No
Chest hair?	NO
big ol booty? or no?	no
label	Nerd or slight prep
His Mind
in school?	He does well
what does he want be/do when he grows up?	nothing to do with manual labor
Can he speak another language, if yes what?	Anything
Can he read music?	Yes
Can he read guitar tabs?	Doesn't matter
Can he play guitar?	Might be nice
piano?	Would be good
the drums?	Eh
some other instrument?	Yes.
Can he write music?	Doesn't matter
Will he write songs about you?	That would be nice..
Will he write poems about you?	Ditto
Will he be artistic in some way?	Yes
Will he "blind you with science?"	Err, maybe.
His Style
Party hopper or stay at home?	Home
Straight A student of Drop out?	Straight A
Does he have a best friend?	Does it matter?
is it you?	Hopefully? Eventually?
Is he straight or bi?	Straight
Religious? what type?	None
Virgin? till marriage or till "the rite time"?	Doesn't matter
Should he be able to bake or cook?	That would be good.
Is it okay for him to have a lot of gal pals?	....depends
Out-going or shy?:	Shy
Should he watch chick-flicks?:	If he wants..
Would he be a smoker?:	NO!!!
drinking?:	If he wants.
cursing?	Sure.
does he play football(US)?	NO!!!
soccer?	If he wants...
baseball?	Ew, no.
basketball?	If he wants...
rugby?	No
golf?	NO
does he drag race?	NO!!!!! What-?
does he have a "pimped up" ride?	NO!
Can he surf?	If he wants.
skateboard?	Hopefully not.
snowboard?	If he wants.
Would he have an accent?	Depends. English yes. Anything else, no.
Anything else?	No Republicans.
You and Him *last part!*
Does he kiss on the first date?:	No.
Where does he take you?	Nice dinner.
Does he pay?	At least 1/2.
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?	No. I'd rather we complain about bad philosophies.
Would he use endearments?	To a certain extent..
Would you hold hands?	Yes
Would you ever stay the nite at his place?	Not on the first night...
Would he give you flowers/candy or a big expensive gift.	That would score some nice points, yes.
Would he walk you to your door at the end o the nite?	Yes.
How would he propose?	Somewhere nice and private. Like in bed. Hoho!
Lastly, after you meet, get hitched, etc. What do u name your kids?	Girl: Liesl, Claire, Gwenyth. Boy: Will, Michael, David. This is the pathetic product of elementary school sleepovers and one dear friend..

Look! It's a Male Specimen Recipe!

*drinks, chokes, and dies*

My past few entries haven't shown up on a few of my friends' friends pages.

Weird, but..uh.. >< If this happened to you.. then go read my tabulas if you love me?

The mosquitos are taking over. I don't care what I may have said about this being preferable to hives. My mom is too lazy to get rid of the damn things so now I have mosquito bites. About 12 in total, and 3 of them are from today/yesterday with a diameter of about 2.5 inches/6.5 cm and one of them are on my inner wrist, another on my knuckle. Those two make me want to pour alkaline all over myself. It feels like April. It's like 80 degrees here and I feel as listless as I did, except Karen can't pop over anymore, and I can't go watch movies at Stacy's.

Went to the library today. As I was checking out the books, the librarian said to me,

"Are you reading these for school?"

Since I had checked out Les Miserables, Anna Karenina, and Emma... is this me becoming even more dull and secluded? I say yes, and ignore my homework.

This is what's weird. I read the blogs of people who I suppose are like me as far as school goes. You know, as far as intelligence, the social spectrum, and extracurriculars.

They all seem to at least have more emotions than I do. My emotions are temporary bursts that usually only happen when I've been talking to my net friends and feel the need to blog. At least they seem HAPPY. Either than or incredibly whiny. I don't think I'm whining right now... right? Basically I realized that their intelligence doesn't warrant great typing skills or coherent sentences outside of their English essays. Or even capitalization. And through it all, they are still girly-girls. While the tube of lipstick that Brittany convinced me to buy in Florida is basically rotting in my purse, and I don't give a fuck.

What I was just thinking is... I've always known that I have no sense of patriotism, since I spent the part of my childhood where I should be forming my ignorant opinions in three different countries. And then I was raised in a place where the only sense of pride people had was the state of their synagogue.

Now that I've switched high schools, I have no sense of school pride (not that I had much before, but at least it's a kind of 4-year-nostalgia). I really don't care anymore, and nothing about this place or Clayton affects me. At all.

You know who I was thinking about? MASA. HOW PATHETIC IS THAT. I was wondering, why didn't I ever have a crush on him in all those years I've known him? Minus the Japanese flab, the wanna-be ghetto pathetic behavior, Brittany was right, I do appreciate his personality and his lazy intelligence. Too bad he was kind of an asshole (KIND OF!?)... but it seems as if these are the guys I'm waiting for to grow up. When does this happen? Or is it the responsibilty of their girlfriends/boyfriends to help them grow?

But Liesl...