Fear my cosmic horn. I shall soon quit my violin and practice the art of being totally asian by squinting my eyes as hard as possible while smiling and playing Dance Dance Revolution while listening to amazing rap and techno after dyeing my hair red with blond streaks and wearing my rapper/azn (the difference?) boyfriends' chain. Hell yes. Bow down to me bitch.

Spirit week is such a joke. I didn't even know it was our turn to dress up until..woops, too late. Why is it so important anyway? I don't care about decorating the commons. Ooh fuck me I have school spirit. They also have 'penny' wars where if you don't put in pennies your points go down. So basically people stick $20 bills down some junior and freshmen jars.

WHY WOULD YOU WASTE YOUR MONEY!?!?

It's so pointless, what is the damn point? What I just pointed out, by the way.

Anyway, the seniors won with their reggae theme. I think people should not wear red and yellow and green together. It makes them look like warriors with the headband. Especially people who already look like their mouths are permantely in a frown anyway. Pout pout, no one gives a shit. It's true.

I got an A on my physics lab report, but why is it that Jessica got an A+?!?! I don't get it, the little stupid girl...whatever.

I can't believe I'm dragging my ass to homecoming.





MOST OF ALL I cannot BELIVE I missed seeing the three burned metal frames of cars yesterday! I can't believe I missed a FIRE in the parking lot when I could've just gone from health like everyone else! God.

Yeah, I made Alison's doll! It was at http://www.candybar.co.kr/ , so credits! Except I made it with my own selections. I hope you like turtle one, so please leave a thought or tag the board. I was gonna make Sophia's but..I found Alison's perfect hairstyle!
By the way, don't forget to post on hinatasou! ::Sob::

So Liesl, I did make a new doll for you. I hope you like very much, if not, too bad, make your own. XD Please comment on what you think. Don't forget Alison's, either.

So basically homecoming was last night, which was really fun! Not.

I'm not sure what it is specifically about these things that I hate, but probably in between the random making out, random dancing, random grinding, random boys teaching other random boys to grind and people spitting on your hair from upstairs..there is an answer.

Some people's dates were such jerks and left them alone the whole time, and BW won homecoming queen for our grade. She and I used to be best friends but now we never even talk. Guess things really change. Not that I care, because as long as Morgan doesn't win..I'm fine. Half the people there were seniors, anyway, and this random guy who used to go to military school was hitting on Rebecca..how funny is that.

Poor her, she almost had to pose with him in the yearbook. On the other hand, Sophia's date was a little...short and I can't believe I missed them slow dancing while his head was on her shoulder..haha...

Why am I still taking it? I have no idea, but I'd really like to quit. The way I figure it, I should be done pretty soon with gym so if I quit..ah..that won't happen.

It's so unfair, because it seems like all these people are quitting right now, and it's not as if she cares at all, especially if you suck (well ok not as much as suck as not very good at all). The only bad part is the mater and vater. They won't let me quit, I mean I know it's good for college but seriously it's not like I'll get into all state, however stupid my state is.

There are just some things we are forced to do, I guess, but really now.. orchestra? bah. I'd rather do something like...nothing. Everyone in that class pretty much pisses me off except Rebecca and Amy and people like LD are constantly getting 'crushes' on weird juniors/seniors in that class who really don't even know who they are and mostly likely don't care. Actually I KNOW they don't care, in fact, if I were them, I'd just slap her five across the eyes.

::slap slap slap slap slap::

I feel better now.

So I haven't updated my tabulas or been on the net in a while. Guess what? Yes there is a reason, but I'm still so pissed off about what happened. Apparently this dumb little ARGH started talking to me randomly and it all escalated and the police were involved and I can't believe I still managed to get a 98 on the math test that day because I was so out of it I could barely even THINK. You know what? I really don't care anymore. What the hell does anyone think of whether I'm insulted on the INTERNET or not? I'm not offended because I...DON'T CARE. And plus, if it was really serious, how stupid do I have to be to not have the judgement of whether or not to tell my parents? I'm not gonna get into that. What the hell is up with ... argh. There are just some things that completely ruin your life for the time being.

Like guess what. I can't walk home anymore, even though I live 10 minutes away from school. Instead I have to wait for my mom for an hour and a half every day after school. AND my mom actually makes LESS money to come pick me up after school on Fridays. What the hell is the deal? And I'm NOT taking a ride home with my friends because it's not their problem, it's mine. And it should've STAYED mine in the beginning. And it WILL stay mine. So there.

Hmmm...................I'm scared. I really don't want to know a lot of things that are going to be shown tomorrow. Such as:

1) My math test grade

2) My physics test grade

3) My english grade

4) My yearbook grade ::horror::

5) My new orchestra chair.

Not in that order, but still, I'm seriously dreading it. Why does school make you grow white hairs? Well, for me anyway. Someone sent me an email about my fanfiction and how they wanted me to continue it at http://www.fanfiction.net/~geminigirlz and the Just Wait fic which hasn't been updated since March. Ah, it's probably because all my fans turned stupid. XD

What you learn by watching E!....